Tuesday, April 14, 2015
Recently bought a new electric kettle. The first and second boil, it comes with a funny smell or taste in it. Almost going to throw the kettle away as I can't take the funny taste and I wouldn't want to give that kind of water to my girl. Hus suggested to put in a few slice of lemon into the hot boiled water and leave it overnight, then discard the water and boil another pot for drinking. Lemon contain critic acid and it will help to cleanse the kettle and get rid of the funny smell/taste. Indeed, it's works...
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
Since this year started I have developed a habit to place my mobile phone near me when I sleep. This helps me to check the time easily when I wake up in the middle of night.
Yesterday, hus took my mobile phone away and when I woke at 3am, I wasn't able to find it and can't tell the time. Although I'm very tired but can't get back to sleep without knowing the time as I scare I will miss janelle wake up time for school. Force myself up to look for my phone, by the time I knew it's only 3.30am, I can't back to sleep anymore. I'm fully awake already. Was so angry with my hus who took my phone away, and he got scolding from me the first thing in the morning. Argh. Am I alone who has this habit?
Today brought Zyan over my house to be Janelle playmate. She played together
Do bad things together
They rested together
Taking turns to push each other around
And janelle enjoyed the accompanied. She went around "Zyan, Zyan, Zyan". At times she followed what Zyan do, at times she sing with Zyan.. Copied what Zyan says... I saw another side of janelle. Thanks God
Thursday, March 26, 2015
2009 First family shoot with dphotofolio
2011 second family Photoshoot by waipeng @ ufoto. Waipeng so far was the best, she very patient and tried running here and there to make janelle laugh and most photos came up quite well.
2013 3rd family photoshoot by Celine's friend. He asked us to sit there and be pretty, while waiting for Janelle to come into pic and snap. Surprisely the result was quite good. :)
Sometime don't know which nerves went hype wire in me, I will have an impulsive to get luxury items to reward myself.
Recently was so tired on clearing other people shit. Had to work day and night on recovery and to push out on a boss committed timeline. The due date was one after another, super stress and tired. Finally all had completed.. and balance myself I got myself close to $400 pair of shoes to reward myself.. So far this is the most expensive.. But that's impulsive, now looking at it, I'm so heart pain.. Hus asked me how much I spent?? And I returned him with a smile. Hahaha
Sunday, March 8, 2015
Over the CNY, MIL meet up with a staff nurse from UK. She shared that in UK she see many cases like Janelle who are having seizures not due to gens. She shared that one of the possibilities is due to assisted vacuum delivery.. Where the skull pressed on the nerve during the delivery process. And they did ops to correct it.
Met up with KKH doctors last week and shared with them about what I heard. 2 out of 2 doctors I spoke to had disagreed with that statement. Doc shared the bones of a newborn baby's skull are soft and flexible, with gaps between the plates of bone. At birth we do see redness on Janelle skull, and according to doc it's may be Fluid that collect in the baby's scalp, or blood may collect beneath the scalp. This may further distort the shape and appearance of the baby's head. Fluid and blood collection in and around the scalp is common during delivery. It will most often go away in a few days. And to convince and put me at peace is that doctor took up the CT scan we did years ago and according to the report there wasn't any nerve is pressed by the skull bones.
Doc shared that he is not interested to put janelle under any knife as her trigger points is at her arms and facial nerve. If she is to be under the knife, then she will lost her left side controls. And janelle is now well controlled and we wouldn't want to mess her up again. Which I agreed with him. We been through a lot to this stage and may God continue to heals her and guide her teach her on daily improvement.